So on the drive home from my very last day at Herkimer I got to thinking about how much I suck. I gave up early in the year at school and have 2 Ds, which means i won’t be able to transfer to Oneonta, which is pretty much leaving me a drop out. While thinking about this I started to drive to fast and got into an accident, where I beat up my car pretty badly. I called Joey from someone’s phone and he bitched at me because he had to walk to his final, and I had to try not to have a mental breakdown in front of this stranger who’s yard i just crashed into. The trooper gave me a ticket, and joey keeps making me feel bad. and i want to talk to someone sooo badly but I’m afraid that they will tell me that Joey is an ass and sometimes it’s true but not always. I feel so alone. I want to curl up in a ball and sleep forever.

it’s weird lol he gave me his number but Joey burned it.

cheery, eh?